突然發現好多人在此刻，很疲倦，隨意截取和 [wanc BYE BYE SH] 的閑聊：
alexis: u BYE BYE SH？
wanc : no la, just the SH i love is gone, now i am here just becoz of the job , nth special . some feelings gone, 
          and haha may be it's winter la, nth la , i dun go the yoga on sun morning , i meet u at fish's house ok ?
alexis: dont think so negative like this la ! yep !  think its becoz the suck reason !
wanc : really? no ar , i am not negative la , really!!! just feel differently about SH now, ppl can't hv all they want, 
           sometimes, they can only step back , so ... i will still stick my ass here, but things change is change .
alexis: everthing will be fine till Spring comes，its just becoz in a bad SEASON ! 
wanc : yes, thanks, u ar so nice ... life isn't go the same way as we imagine, and we still hv to take it . but 
           anyway, now i got a job, hv some freelance, and i will fill my time up and maybe that's what i want here. 
           ...what do u want in ur future?
alexis: I wont be negative, no matter how negative it is, in fact, i hav not plan a good future yet. if you feel boring 
           in here, you will feel boring in anywhere~ ~its not because the S.H city , but the mentality.
wanc : yes.... my last boss said the same things to me
alexis: oh ~~so i hav a BOSS SENSE？ ahahaha
wanc : hahaha, u will be boss someday, trust me . hire me later ha
alexis: yes i do! so ~~~see u sunday!!!! and gd gd chat chat!!!!
wanc : yes, i would love to ~ 

我總是，在那些表露出消極的人面前，假裝一直積極地面對著人生。
其實，選些時間，讓自己的陰暗面釋意奔馳起來，也沒什麽不好吧？
就當它們是，正常的周期性運動，過後一切都會陽光回來......是嗎？
希望是。

... 如果不是，我们收不回來那些跑出來的陰暗和消沉，怎麽辦？
那麽就幹脆裝出委屈的臉，說：我本來就是“陰沉小孩”的基因啊！
......基因最大嘛，以後可以更加理由充分地，沉淪到底了！

請把不能解釋的情緒，稼禍給無辜的天氣，甚至是遙遠的基因。

We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.   ——  Oscar Wilde



半個月前，在小魚專業相機鏡頭下的我，是這樣的。
昨天看她空間，新放了一首以前寫的詩，最後的說明竟寫我：“本文是我和alexis的初識，網絡時代的初識－－
我們交換了鏈接，後來發現我們經常不經過商量就做相同的事，比如同時看相同的書，看相同的電影……1年後
她來了上海^_^ ”...... 原來認識魚小姐2年多了啊，時間飛速著。